Today is another day!
And I woke up with the best of intentions of getting my flabby body on the elliptical and just.couldn't.do.it.
I'm in a funk and am having a bit of a hard time getting out of it. Sometimes it just takes so much energy to work full time, be a mom of kids in activities, a wife, running the household, being a friend. Frankly, I've been sucking at all of these things. Also sucking at taking care of myself.
My sister has fallen off the wagon and is drinking ... drinking a lot. This might have something to do about it?
A new job? I have no idea what I'm doing -- I hate that. Being smart is my thing. Because it isn't being pretty or sexy (I'm not ugly, I'm just not, whoa, check her out awesome -- more bring home to your mother pretty and appropriate -- the kind of pretty where women and gay men find me pretty - Lesbians and straight men, not so much).
Soooo, today I'm going to work hard in getting out of my funk. It's going to be a really long day at work -- which will give me an opportunity to NOT eat in front of the TV after work until bed time.
I did get my hair done yesterday -- I went short -- I love it. Here's a picture. Keep in mind, I really suck at those mirror shots -- not really a skill I'm feeling a need to perfect though.
Now that I have cheek bones and a jaw line again I feel good about going short.
Here's to restarting, getting back on that horse, starting over and getting it done!